night time, night skies, my sighs...: October 2006

STARRY SKIES, DREAMY EYES../ Friday, October 27, 2006

Flesyme

wrote this thingy on the bus tt day.

sorry people todae's post quite boring and short. no time to write nicely.

you are beautiful as it seems
like the love that lies in between
your heart and the angelic actions that you do
make kindness seem like a simple thing.
u're tall, as of the hieights of skies.
yet i know, your warmth is just beside....

but innocence and purity would not last.
the world's ugly, dark and unjust.
Flesyme, now that i have you by my side,
what is left is a flipside,
a 'flipslide' of me.

dunno what it means? flip the title!

haiz.

i must be darn depressed at that time.

all will change!

~~

left my past behind! looking at the future!
enjoying my mugging days more and more.

(aint gonna tell u why!)

snicker.

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to sheena: happy birthday! sorry that i couldnt stay and celebrate your birthday with the 'guys'.
been quite busy! can drop by mac anytime...i can treat u la. ahahah!

to Ada: nice knowing u! although the way we met is darn wierd/funny! haha!
u make a realli good study-mate, and i enjoyed having a great laugh everytime we study together! thanks to your mum!

..if u only hold on tight..
10:13 AM <3

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STARRY SKIES, DREAMY EYES../ Friday, October 20, 2006

AMBITION.

from young, i didnt really have a ambition about what i want to be. it seems like no job would interest me... i want a realli free life, to live life on ambition and passion rather than being stuck in a 'rat race' or earn big bucks.

i jst found my perfect job, surfing the net that day(kidding!)

it is to be a porn star.

it is the only job i think that u can earn big bucks and 'have fun!'

i tink i can pass the entrance test too...

i got one 'hell of a rock' but im not gonna tell u where!

on a serious note...i realli got a thing about jap girls la.

i tink they are realli cute..

round says: ' that i like kawaii girls with long pony-tailed hair and beautiful eyes'

she's right.( she looks jst like that though.... but we are jst friends)

round says:' that ALL guys have wet dreams EVERYDAY.'

erm..i told her 'i dont know..cause i dont check my briefs when i wake up.'

i jst change the bedsheets. (lol! kidd.)

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see...

Mihiro Taniguchi

kids...i can see a budge on your pants!(better hide it from yr mama!)

wah lao eh. xiu xiu! so big liao still wet pants! (hee.)

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i want a jap girlfriend next time.

i dont tell grandpa though.

he used to say that 'it serves the japs right.'

the rape of nanking..the chinese get raped and killed....

NOW..we watch their PORN.(LOL!)

grandpa's watching WWE now.

he still gets a 'hard-on' when tajiri gets slammed.

come to think of it...why the jap girls are so hot, but jap guys look like lechers/retards?

<----- times havent changed much! ------->

looks like competition's quite weak!

hmm...that means i'd have a great future there!

i tink grandpa would give me a pat on my head.

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the reason why im blogging today about ambition( although im really darn busy), is because i realize that lots of friends have questions that they cannot solve.
some about enlistment and 'signing on' in NS, some about love, some about life after JC...
this part of this entry is for all friends that have problems.

my answer to all these problems is :
why make everything seem so complicated.

actually the answers are all there.

its just whether u accept it or not.

do u all still remember this song we used to sing when we're young?

Que Sera, Sera,

Whatever will be, will be

The future's not ours, to see

Que Sera, Sera

What will be, will be.

-dont be troubled by things u cant change. leave it all to fate? this is answer to all of u.

to 'round' : we dont seem to chat that much anymore do we, is it me? or u? anyway, remember to go get yr jab, before the exams!

to jeffree: i know u are reading this. where's my calculator? get me one soon!

to that 'half of B square': thanks for yr super long testi! say hi to yr kid brother for mi!

to shari: work hard okie! we would squeeze a way through to Uni! thanks for yr grape gummi sweet!

to mr chu: thanks for yr pen!

to ching hong and 'others that are still wondering': that girl is not my girlfriend! we are kinda of close and she kinda, cute but we dont have feelings for each other! so stop speculating!

to xiang and sujin: this entry is for u, guys! hope what i wrote made sense to u. be happy! okay? got problem, still can come to this, brother!

..if u only hold on tight..
1:19 AM <3

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STARRY SKIES, DREAMY EYES../ Saturday, October 14, 2006

B square.

thats the name we gave ourself. well...i wrote a song...my singing suxs(hee!),
but its the thoughts that counts rite?

thanks for being around.

even if its just a while.

http://www.uploadfile.fr/show.php/1460_Iwillmissmissingu..mp3.html

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I will miss missing you

now that you dont paint my rainbows
anymore
i am losing my colours
now that you dont light up my life
anymore
i cant see my way

And..
i will miss missing you
for all the times we spend together
i will miss missing you
for all the joy and the laughter

And..
i will miss missing you
for all the times we spend together
i will miss missing you
that brings the tears rolling after

And..i will be missing you.
And.. i will miss missing you.

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thanks for everything. and everything else.
word's cant discribe how i feel about u. "B's"
i wish i could write more.
i wish im still holding on.

good bye or 'zai jian'?
does it matter?

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i wished i could have played better
i wished i could have sang better..

..if u only hold on tight..
2:03 PM <3

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STARRY SKIES, DREAMY EYES../ Saturday, October 07, 2006

ENDING.

next week's my last week of school. everything's happening so fast...friends that i seem to have just met are going to part with me soon...

recently, between my study breaks, i start to think about the ups and downs of my JC life..things that i will remember forever..suddenly..i remembered this ordinary friend that had probably created history through the things he did....

his name is KENNETH.

he caused the 'house' to minus points because he didnt throw his cigarettes properly...

and thats the least 'naughty' thing he did.

he's daring in his actions, and somewat 'cool!'..if u know wat i mean.

he had sex with a girl (apparently not very cute one la!) in the school toilet.

after that, the girl begged him not to tell anyone about it.

guess what?

Kenneth told his soccer teammate about it...and told them it's a secret..DON'T SPREAD.

his mates told their mates about and ask them to keep it a secret too....

and slowly..haha...the whole school noe liao. ( please keep this a secret too!)

'cool!'

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he started a friendster account that he uses to redicule the principal and the teachers in the school.

it has all sort of shit, nicknames for teachers and its just darn funny.

he even created a 'cheer rap' for the principal which i heard once only...

"miss yeo, miss yeo, si bei chio!
miss yeo, miss yeo, si bei chio!...."

the rest i couldnt remember...

the conclusion is...

well, he was caught and suspended for a while...

"cool!"

~~~

he once wrote in his econ essay script about some funny shit, about a VCD pirate.

"in the short run, being a VCD pirate, u can earn big bucks....
BUT..in the long run, u will get caught and end up in jail!"

he had BALLS.

"cool!"

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he dropped out after the first year and went to poly...

our school dont miss him though.

he's probably screwing some girl at a HDB staircase now.

he's probably having great fun now.

i wished i was in his position.

erm..i meant i want to have fun now.

hee.

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to all JC friends: well, no matter if we are close or not, u like me or not, i like u or not, i still want to say 'thanks.' u probably made me a better person this way or another.

to 'people who dont like mi': u dont have to feel guilty, i probably bitched about u anyway.

' i know that one day far away,
we would cease to meet and play.
i'd close my eyes, smile,
and say 'thanks',
for being there by me..those days.'

to jameee: in yr blog, if u swap all the '西' to 'sai', your entry would sound darn funny lol!

Disclaimer: all people described in this entry are fake and fiction. if any similarities are seen, it is because u are too sensitive and a pure coincidence. i don't wanna get my ass fried.

..if u only hold on tight..
7:12 PM <3

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STARRY SKIES, DREAMY EYES../ Wednesday, October 04, 2006

LESSON LEARNED.

..never speak bad about yr teachers behind their backs.

sometimes, during my free time, i would go and chat with the book shop aunties, and they would bitch abt the econs ' boss' teacher to me and stuff. we would be bitching, about the height, and his likes and so on...lah.

i tink that he's a realli nice teacher though, he works darn hard.

he's funny and weird as he tries to make his analogy and insults, subtle, yet crude.
but to a arts kid, i jst could barely conceal my laughter, at his blatant 'clown acts'...sometimes he's a irony himself....with his 'im tall' stripped shirts.

shhh, i think...he heard mi.

damn.

he took revenge today.

this morn..in lecture he suddenly speeched that i made a 114% improvement in my econs grades.

..and hence, the most improved student!

that's darn embarrassing. WTF!

who in the blue hell improves by 114%!

tt means tt i screwed up big time the last time round!

he's virtually announcing to the whole ARTS that im a retard.

the thing was, my grade wasnt all tt great.

it was jst a E grade...i barely scraped.

maybe he's congratulating me that i am promoted from a retard to a E- 'idiot'

what a joke.

he's stretching it.

he's buying mi a gift for being a 'idiot'.

i feel like crying.

(i can hear him smirking.)

"sorry 'Cher', i will not bitch abt u anymore. dun give me present, can?"

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to all 'friends': im mugging like nuts now. everything's ending in 42 days. it sucks and roxs at the same time. haiz. mugging make me miss all of u. happy mooncake festival(a festive of reunion)...ii will be eating Mac though.

~~miss u guys and gals!(yes! im talking abt u!) lots...lots.

..if u only hold on tight..
12:35 AM <3

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LAUGHS. ( today's entry is darn funny)

guess what peeps!

*drum roll*

i passed all my 'A' lvl exams papers!

haha!

..if u only hold on tight..
12:26 AM <3

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